Confusion of being I

Confusion prevails about being I,
Confusion confuses within I.
Is it a question of I Will or I Won't,
Or is it the matter of I am or I am not.
For if I will I am and if I won't if I am not,
But so much confused as I can tell,
When I am I will and when I won't I am not.
But if I am now and won't,
And I am not but will, what should am I?
Is it the I or is it the I am not?
For I am, I is confirmed but,
What I am not is uncertain.
So much confused now I am,
For being I and living life as I.
Within I there is, but only I.

                                                         🌹Raghu Veer🎀